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Don't JudgePlease don't judge me,
Cause I don't judge you,
Don't put yourself,
In my shoes,
Just let it be,
And if I didn't fight back,
Then I cared,
More about you,
Than my pride,
And I never lied,
I can stand my ground,
But please don't judge me,
Cause I didn't fight back,
I can let you attack,
But my silence is just an unheard sound,
It's not that,
I didn't care,
It's not strength I lack,
But just so you know,
I let go of that feeling,
That I felt peeling,
At the walls,
That made me say last straw,
That feeling that was so deep,
I don't have a grudge,
And if I seem short,
Just know I really do,
Care enough not to say what's wrong,
Please don't judge me,
Leave it be,
Don't break it down,
With a genuine frown,
Cause I don't judge you.
Beautiful RoseI miss the days I sat beside your grave,
Looking at life as more than a cage,
With trembling hands,
That would land no where,
No found guidance,
With wind touching my face,
like your gentle hands,
Spending a life forgetting your face,
Spending more remembering more than that,
Is this fate?
As painful as the memory,
Bringing me to tears,
Forgetting the fear I had,
If my hands tremble,
Then I am thinking of you my precious,
To the headstone,
That lays at your head,
I silently spoke words,
Words of a promise,
Try and never give up,
I give a heart felt apology,
To my dearest beneath the ground,
Above the sky,
Why no reason why,
I wasn't better,
If I had been better,
When you where alive,
Maybe I wouldn't cry,
Remembering the day,
You passed away,
Hair of auburn locks,
Eyes as bright as shining diamonds,
Skin pale as mine,
My hands as skilled as yours?
A poetic language you could speak,
Your just a beautiful rose,
That was cozy,
You where a gentle one,
That protected her loved ones,
Summer days,Summer days,
Till I pass away,
With no restrain,
And no sustain,
like a stain,
Blue in intensity,
But no one will hold a memory of me,
White in pure of heart,
Yet not sharp,
These summer days,
I pass the time,
Covered I'm distant,
With the times,
No one speaks,
No one talks,
Like torn locks,
after these summer days,
till I pass away,
No one needs,
No one noticed,
but I smile,
I'm not worth their while,
With a torn mind,
I'm still kind,
Nothing to be mine,
These Summer days,
Till I pass away,
Breathe, Let it outThrow my head back,
Shout it out,
Cry it out,
Wear it out,
Let it out,
cry it out,
Shake it off,
The strength that lacks,
Take a breath lay back,
Take a breath,
It's not death,
All I can do is try,
Slowly take it in,
Even though my head spins,
Let it out slowly,
Left to silently cry,
I don't know why,
The tears form,
I should have warned,
Not even sure what I'm saying,
Letting my emotions talk,
Though its not a shock,
I know I don't have a lock,
Let's live one day in at a time,
DARKNESS Fading Pieces: Talk"S-so you mean-?" Sam begun only to have been given a nod by her companion. She stepped back fumbling into the cold hard white metal wall. This entire place was- it was just... "But he- I mean w-?" Victoria's crystal blue eyes ventured to hers and showed pleading guilt and sadness for her companion. It was complicated and a long story but Same needed to hear it. "W-why? Why can't I just-?!" Victoria felt a tear roll down her cheek as she saw the despair Sam was in. This girl...got into her skin in the deepest of ways and made her feel so connected so it was natural that when she hurt Victoria did to. She wiped the tear away and looked down.
"The deepest of fear, smoothest of lies, hungriest of lust, and vengeful of love." Victoria spoke. "Avenge me not death but life. Let me die beside your lies, for I am not anything, but a lie we told each other, if we can't love, I don't want to see above, if they cannot see us, I do not wish to be seen without my love." Sam gave her a tear soaked c
Outcasted (read if you want)Hey guys. I didn't want to completely drown you in journals so I'm writing this here.
first you don't have to read this because I'm not important. Just read when you can or if you want to. if you don't that's okay no harm.
I think I'm gonna take awhile off from DA, and I barely pay attention to Facebook so...I don't know when I'll be back but I'll get on to check messages every once in awhile.
I will get on everyday to check my notes in case anyone needs me. (I doubt that'll happen that someone notes be but I'll still check)
I will try to get a picture posted for you guys soon I hope. So don't worry. And I will write more but from my phone because the keyboard on the pc has two missing keys. No worries.
If you really want me or need me I'm on Skype everyday because most of my friends added me on there and I'm always there for them. But I'll be on Do Not Disturb to Ward off the people who just use me. If you really want to talk or need me feel free to message. Everyone is busy the
Quietly, Save MeCrying with the rain,
A trip down memory lane,
There is no fame,
Only this pain,
The pain of,
But all these things will fade away,
And I know it seems impossible,
but live it day by day,
and tell me when you feel the hate,
the hate for me,
But my tears,
they fall silent,
under my breath,
can I show you all my fears?
or can I lock myself up again?
We all feel pain,
we all love,
we all smile,
we all live,
and we all die,
I don't know if it makes a difference,
but it feels like it's all my death sentence,
I'm locked behind a fence,
to high to climb over,
how can we see the broken,
but break them more?
and I'm just not sure,
if there's anything to fight,
maybe I'm to fight myself,
If there's something behind my glass,
if it's not a task,
it's not from my past,
but how long can I last?
if I needed you to,
quietly break into me,
If I can't save myself,
if I need you,
to comfort me,
to not feel alone,
OneIf you find the one,
Who dries your eyes,
No matter how far,
Who comforts you no matter what,
Even if you feel you don't deserve that,
The one who,
Will always make you smile,
You'd walk the extra miles,
Who makes you want to keep going,
and makes you feel strong,
The one who,
Makes you feel special,
Who feels safe with you,
Who you feel safe with,
Friend or more,
You hold onto them,
Because with the lessons i've learned,
They can be gone any second,
That will be another lesson you shouldn't learn,
If you find the one,
Who tells you your not alone,
Makes you feel like your not alone,
Who can see the softest of you,
Who can the real you,
If you fine the one,
Who no matter how far,
Will still be your friend,
till the end,
Who well help you mend,
Tell them everyday,
What they mean to you,
Someday they will to,
Hold them in your heart,
Even if they weren't there at the start,
Every word you say everyday,
Makes me smile,
Let me walk the miles,
But a world without you,
Beat Me BlueMake me Bleed,
Make me blue,
Punish me for your sins,
If it makes you feel better,
Is this everything you intended?
Make me cry,
Make me want to die,
If it makes you lie,
But I'm the only one who tries,
Is there anything left in you?
I have no more time,
You damaged me,
Why couldn't you left me be?
Hearts made of stone,
I felt alone,
Beat me blue,
What about you?
My heart bled,
Till inside I felt dead,
I can't sleep correctly in my bed,
It all seemed to true,
That I should believe you,
But your words they haunted me,
And the beatings is what made me,
Was this what I was to be?
Now your actions haunt me,
When they get to me,
I think I should be better than who I am,
Something you couldn't stand,
What will be?
I've let go,
But the nightmares just show,
Yet no one can see what haunts me beneath,
Back then it was skin deep,
I'm not a sheep,
Back then no one cared,
No one dared,
No one listened,
Even when my bleeding heart glistened,
No love was shared,
Is it over yet?
The day I saw what yo
Horoscopes (AvengersxReader) One-Shot
Tony had been rather bored lately and had even got bored of fooling around with the things in his lab. He decided to head downstairs where the other Avengers were to, most likely, bother them. When he arrived, they were all where he expected them to be: at the living room watching TV. By the looks of it there was nothing on since you kept switching channels.
“Hey guys,” Tony said as he plopped down next to you.
He tried to snatch the remote from your hands but you merely shot him a death glare and said, “I dare you.”
“Alright then,” he smacked his lips and decided to not do that.
He then got a wicked idea and pulled out his phone. A few days ago he had read something that made him laugh and he thought it would make everyone less bored. Of course it would also stir up some trouble but there’s always trouble with the Avengers.
“Hey guys,” he began. “You want to know this funny thing I read about people who have a certain zodiac
Limit Break - Part 6"Help!" Yuffie cried, her fat arms and legs flailing uselessly as she rocked to and fro on her back. "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
"Yuffie, this isn't the time to be joking around, we have a serious problem here!" Tifa scolded the young ninja.
"I AM being serious!" Yuffie shot back. That much was clear just by looking at her. The poor girl was so hugely bloated and heavy that she was pinned on her pack under the immense weight of her belly. Struggle as she might, there was virtually no way to upright herself.
"Will you two stop arguing already?" Aeris snapped. Her voice seemed distant to Yuffie, as it came from the other side of her titanic belly curvature where she couldn't see anything. Had she been able, Yuffie would have realized just how well off she was comparatively. Aeris was even more colossal than she was, with a belly so enormous it ballooned out well past her feet, filling the entire space between her gigantic thighs and legs.
"I'm so tired of hearing the two of you bic
:RQ: Puppies and Jealousy [RomanoxReader]Swearing Alert!
When I do Romano I think of Karkat too, so... sorry xDD
Just the F-Boom :iconyeyplz:
It was raining, heavy goats of water strongly making contact with the pavement floor. Two persons, a brunette man with a funny curl at the right side of his head and a/an [Hair color] woman were sharing an umbrella while making their own way to their house.
A little, soft whining gained the woman's attention, and tugging the brunette's sleeve, amber and [e/c] focused on a little, soaked box. There was something like a blanket above the top, so the content was unknown. The woman, kneeling in front of it, slowly take the soaked fabric aside, revealing a little, crying Maltese puppy of maybe three months of life. Her heart sunk to her stomach at the poor cute thing, its fur was stuck at its skin because of the rain. The puppy was trembling, soaked, maybe hungry.
The girl picked up the little Maltese, brin
After The Shower (TonyxReader) One-ShotAfter a long day of work, you had taken a quick shower and then took a long bath to relax yourself. The entire day you were dealing with Fury’s iron fist, and not mention the Man of Iron himself and his antics. He had been playing pranks all day at the office and each time he did, you were the one who was supposed to clean up the mess and Fury expected you to catch Stark before he played another prank.
Of course that never happened though. Tony just always managed to get out of your grasp. After much running around, now you just wanted to relax. The warm water was soothing and during some time in your bath, you had added bubbles. Now the bubbly water was covering your important parts that way if one of the Avengers strolled in, they wouldn’t see anything. Thankfully today no one had disturbed you. Not even JARVIS.
Simply put, you were in your own little paradise.
You moved your hands through the water to create ripples. You were also listening to music and singing the lyric
Pranking Tony (TonyxReader) One-ShotIt was quiet.
Which was never a good sign in Stark Tower. Why? Because that meant that a certain billionaire, playboy, philanthropist was up to no good. This made all the Avengers, including Loki, stay on their toes. You on the other hand decided to pay no mind to anything. You were too busy with things at work to be bothered with trying to steer clear of Tony. You lived in Stark Tower for Christ’s sake; staying away from him would be pretty hard.
So you went about with your usual business and did all your usual routines. You got up in the morning to eat some breakfast, then had a little jog around the Tower, and when you came back inside, you took a shower to refresh yourself.
The shower you took was nice and long. When you stepped out, you noticed that steam had filled the room. When you walked up to the mirror to wipe the fog that had appeared on it away, you screamed on the top of your lungs at what you saw.
Your hair was now neon green.
Disney Marathon(CasxreaderxDean)"Hey Sam, me and Dean are gonna show some Disney movies to Cas. Wanna join?" you asked walking over to sit next to Sam on his bed.
"No thanks (y/n)," he said not even looking up from his book.
"Aww, cmon Sammy it'll be fun!"
"No (y/n). I have better things to do than watch cartoons," he said harshly. "And don't call me Sammy." You nodded and looked down at the floor, the smile gone from your face. You knew this was probably going to be his response, but you couldn't help but try.
"Okay then. You know Sam, you're still my best friend. I still love you even if you don't love me anymore," you said sadly. You kissed Sam on the cheek and walked out, closing his door behind you.
"What'd he say?" Dean asked as you walked back into the room. You merely shook your head and picked up the stack of Disney movies.
"Here Cas these are your options," you said holding out the DVDs. "Which one do you want to see first?" Cas took the movies from your hands and looked over each carefully. His face grew m
Pervert! America X reader
Perv America x reader
It was SUPER hot on that day - and I mean SUPER ULTRA HOT. Anyway, I had invited (name) to spend a day at my house for a movie marathon. Even though, that's not what I had planned.
Because I'm awesome, I repaired my A.C, stocked up on ice lollies and got into my USA printed trunks.
She thought we were just hanging out but I had a tiny bikini I wanted her to wear when she forgot hers. Hehe. I'm a genius.
I had everything prepared, so I just waited.
Your POV of FABULOUSNESS~
That morning, I got a text from Alfred - saying he wanted me to come round for a movie marathon. He is my best friend so I couldn't just refuse.
As cliché as it is, I had a major crush on him so I always tried to impress him. I put on a batman tank top (which he bought me), a superman necklace (which Alfred also bought me), my avengers charm bracelet (he also got me that) with some denim shorts and got in my (F/c) mini.
The doorbell rang so I ran to get it.
Water Fight (Jensen X Reader X Misha)Please read the description first :3
Water Fight ( Jensen X Reader X Misha)
“It’s through this door.” Jensen nodded at a wall in the store.
“Um, Jensen, that’s a wall, not a-,” you were cut off by Misha, who shouldered his way in front of Jared. He leaned against it, nodding seriously.
“No he’s right. It’s a door; we just have to knock the secret code.” Misha explained, as he began to knock random patterns on the wall.
Jared rolled his eyes, pushing Misha aside, “No, dude, there’s a handle.” He pushed back a curtain, revealing a door handle. He pulled open the wall-door, and you stepped inside. Jensen ushered you to end of the hallway, opening another door. This one led to a giant room, which you could only describe as a water/trampoline park.
“Wait what? What is this?” You cautiously asked, as Jensen practically dragged you down the stairs.
“I’m not sure, but it’s re
Soup Hero (America x Sick!reader) GA
"Aaaaaah! I'm dying!!!!" You cried out with your groggy, scratchy voice. You had a sinus infection and a sore throat.
You immediately broke out into a coughing sneezing fit. It was a case of dry throat, and you felt dehydrated even though you weren't. Needless to say... you felt like shit.
You were lying on you couch with a box of tissues on the night stand beside you while watching TV. You weren't quite paying attention to it being you were 'dying'.
You were quite settled there in your blanket when your cell phone rang in your pocket. You shifted a little in your seat to see who it is.
It was your best friend Alfred. You pressed the answer button.
"Hello?" again, you greeted with a scratchy voice that didn't go unnoticed.
"(F/n)! Dudette! You don't sound so hot... What's wrong??" He said loudly with concern in his voice.
"Hi, Alfie. I have a sinus infection and a sore throat." You turned away from the phone to cough pathetically then turned back. "I dunno if I can come over to your ho
"Yup." Alex said paying no att"Yup." Alex said paying no attention at all to what Rebecca was saying. Rebecca should have known considering Alex was in her teens now. Alex was still stairing at the B.S.A.A. agent across the hall from the room they where in.
"Alex." She was.paid no attention. "Alex?" still nothing. "Alexia!" Alex jumped but her attention was given to Rebecca finally. "He's to old for you. He's 22 and your 16."
"so? I'd still tap that." Rebecca hit her shoulder. "Come on aunty I was only half joking!" Rebecca mumbled something inaudible to Alex but Alex just smirked.
"you little sneaky girl. you've learned well." Rebecca smiled as she flipped through the pages in the paperwork left to her.
"Hey Aunty." Rebecca mumbled a hmm. "Where's mom?" Rebecca saw the concerning look on her nieces look.
"Oh darling....last I heard she, and Greg where in Siberia. she will be back." The look deepened on her face. "Your mom can survive anything. She's like me a survivor till the end. She's different so she can survi
You're Not A PoetYou’re not a poet because of strung words
Together on row upon row again
Of blank verse or perhaps liberal rhyme.
‘Slam’ all you want, other poets wonder;
Your ignorance of couplets a blunder?
Yes! I speak harshly, but it’s no gross crime,
To point with honesty failed verse of thine.
No real poet discards upper case words;
Lets prose crawl on paper like listless worms.
You seek to free verse of those stern letters,
Sever away bleak capital fetters,
But it doesn’t sing of great speech sublime,
Rather, it sneaks of writing in spare time.
Wait! before you throw me in the icy Rhine;
It’s hard to put verse together in rhyme,
To make our dull words sound great all the time,
Hear them ring out loud, like a clear clock’s chime,
Heralding a poet’s summer prime.
Yet the sacred muses weep at your crime;
Your pentameter mangled thick like slime,
The subject not gilded in raiment fine;
Your bold ink font, crystal waters divine
Tastes bitter to the ton
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