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Don't JudgePlease don't judge me,
Cause I don't judge you,
Don't put yourself,
In my shoes,
Just let it be,
And if I didn't fight back,
Then I cared,
More about you,
Than my pride,
And I never lied,
I can stand my ground,
But please don't judge me,
Cause I didn't fight back,
I can let you attack,
But my silence is just an unheard sound,
It's not that,
I didn't care,
It's not strength I lack,
But just so you know,
I let go of that feeling,
That I felt peeling,
At the walls,
That made me say last straw,
That feeling that was so deep,
I don't have a grudge,
And if I seem short,
Just know I really do,
Care enough not to say what's wrong,
Please don't judge me,
Leave it be,
Don't break it down,
With a genuine frown,
Cause I don't judge you.
Beautiful RoseI miss the days I sat beside your grave,
Looking at life as more than a cage,
With trembling hands,
That would land no where,
No found guidance,
With wind touching my face,
like your gentle hands,
Spending a life forgetting your face,
Spending more remembering more than that,
Is this fate?
As painful as the memory,
Bringing me to tears,
Forgetting the fear I had,
If my hands tremble,
Then I am thinking of you my precious,
To the headstone,
That lays at your head,
I silently spoke words,
Words of a promise,
Try and never give up,
I give a heart felt apology,
To my dearest beneath the ground,
Above the sky,
Why no reason why,
I wasn't better,
If I had been better,
When you where alive,
Maybe I wouldn't cry,
Remembering the day,
You passed away,
Hair of auburn locks,
Eyes as bright as shining diamonds,
Skin pale as mine,
My hands as skilled as yours?
A poetic language you could speak,
Your just a beautiful rose,
That was cozy,
You where a gentle one,
That protected her loved ones,
Summer days,Summer days,
Till I pass away,
With no restrain,
And no sustain,
like a stain,
Blue in intensity,
But no one will hold a memory of me,
White in pure of heart,
Yet not sharp,
These summer days,
I pass the time,
Covered I'm distant,
With the times,
No one speaks,
No one talks,
Like torn locks,
after these summer days,
till I pass away,
No one needs,
No one noticed,
but I smile,
I'm not worth their while,
With a torn mind,
I'm still kind,
Nothing to be mine,
These Summer days,
Till I pass away,
Breathe, Let it outThrow my head back,
Shout it out,
Cry it out,
Wear it out,
Let it out,
cry it out,
Shake it off,
The strength that lacks,
Take a breath lay back,
Take a breath,
It's not death,
All I can do is try,
Slowly take it in,
Even though my head spins,
Let it out slowly,
Left to silently cry,
I don't know why,
The tears form,
I should have warned,
Not even sure what I'm saying,
Letting my emotions talk,
Though its not a shock,
I know I don't have a lock,
Let's live one day in at a time,
DARKNESS Fading Pieces: Talk"S-so you mean-?" Sam begun only to have been given a nod by her companion. She stepped back fumbling into the cold hard white metal wall. This entire place was- it was just... "But he- I mean w-?" Victoria's crystal blue eyes ventured to hers and showed pleading guilt and sadness for her companion. It was complicated and a long story but Same needed to hear it. "W-why? Why can't I just-?!" Victoria felt a tear roll down her cheek as she saw the despair Sam was in. This girl...got into her skin in the deepest of ways and made her feel so connected so it was natural that when she hurt Victoria did to. She wiped the tear away and looked down.
"The deepest of fear, smoothest of lies, hungriest of lust, and vengeful of love." Victoria spoke. "Avenge me not death but life. Let me die beside your lies, for I am not anything, but a lie we told each other, if we can't love, I don't want to see above, if they cannot see us, I do not wish to be seen without my love." Sam gave her a tear soaked c
Outcasted (read if you want)Hey guys. I didn't want to completely drown you in journals so I'm writing this here.
first you don't have to read this because I'm not important. Just read when you can or if you want to. if you don't that's okay no harm.
I think I'm gonna take awhile off from DA, and I barely pay attention to Facebook so...I don't know when I'll be back but I'll get on to check messages every once in awhile.
I will get on everyday to check my notes in case anyone needs me. (I doubt that'll happen that someone notes be but I'll still check)
I will try to get a picture posted for you guys soon I hope. So don't worry. And I will write more but from my phone because the keyboard on the pc has two missing keys. No worries.
If you really want me or need me I'm on Skype everyday because most of my friends added me on there and I'm always there for them. But I'll be on Do Not Disturb to Ward off the people who just use me. If you really want to talk or need me feel free to message. Everyone is busy the
Quietly, Save MeCrying with the rain,
A trip down memory lane,
There is no fame,
Only this pain,
The pain of,
But all these things will fade away,
And I know it seems impossible,
but live it day by day,
and tell me when you feel the hate,
the hate for me,
But my tears,
they fall silent,
under my breath,
can I show you all my fears?
or can I lock myself up again?
We all feel pain,
we all love,
we all smile,
we all live,
and we all die,
I don't know if it makes a difference,
but it feels like it's all my death sentence,
I'm locked behind a fence,
to high to climb over,
how can we see the broken,
but break them more?
and I'm just not sure,
if there's anything to fight,
maybe I'm to fight myself,
If there's something behind my glass,
if it's not a task,
it's not from my past,
but how long can I last?
if I needed you to,
quietly break into me,
If I can't save myself,
if I need you,
to comfort me,
to not feel alone,
OneIf you find the one,
Who dries your eyes,
No matter how far,
Who comforts you no matter what,
Even if you feel you don't deserve that,
The one who,
Will always make you smile,
You'd walk the extra miles,
Who makes you want to keep going,
and makes you feel strong,
The one who,
Makes you feel special,
Who feels safe with you,
Who you feel safe with,
Friend or more,
You hold onto them,
Because with the lessons i've learned,
They can be gone any second,
That will be another lesson you shouldn't learn,
If you find the one,
Who tells you your not alone,
Makes you feel like your not alone,
Who can see the softest of you,
Who can the real you,
If you fine the one,
Who no matter how far,
Will still be your friend,
till the end,
Who well help you mend,
Tell them everyday,
What they mean to you,
Someday they will to,
Hold them in your heart,
Even if they weren't there at the start,
Every word you say everyday,
Makes me smile,
Let me walk the miles,
But a world without you,
Beat Me BlueMake me Bleed,
Make me blue,
Punish me for your sins,
If it makes you feel better,
Is this everything you intended?
Make me cry,
Make me want to die,
If it makes you lie,
But I'm the only one who tries,
Is there anything left in you?
I have no more time,
You damaged me,
Why couldn't you left me be?
Hearts made of stone,
I felt alone,
Beat me blue,
What about you?
My heart bled,
Till inside I felt dead,
I can't sleep correctly in my bed,
It all seemed to true,
That I should believe you,
But your words they haunted me,
And the beatings is what made me,
Was this what I was to be?
Now your actions haunt me,
When they get to me,
I think I should be better than who I am,
Something you couldn't stand,
What will be?
I've let go,
But the nightmares just show,
Yet no one can see what haunts me beneath,
Back then it was skin deep,
I'm not a sheep,
Back then no one cared,
No one dared,
No one listened,
Even when my bleeding heart glistened,
No love was shared,
Is it over yet?
The day I saw what yo
Knock 'Em Out (TonyxReader) One-ShotIt was another one of those nights where you went out to the bar to see if you could meet someone. These past few weeks you’ve been having nothing but one night stands that turned into nothing. Sure going to a bar wasn’t a place to find love but you were out of options at this point. Plus work didn’t exactly give you a lot of time to go out to a real location to find someone. That and dating sites creeped you out.
Sighing to yourself, you brought your drink to your lips. Looks like you would be going home alone again tonight. Everyone here was either too creepy or too old for you. You didn’t want to feel like you were dating your grandfather of course.
Alright, so this is a song about anyone
It could be anyone, you're just doing your own thing
And someone comes out the blue
A man wearing cheap cologne approached you. You didn’t want to turn him down so easily but the look that he had in his eyes made you think that he was going to eat
Not Dead (Gabrielxreader)“(y/n) wait!” Sam yelled but you didn’t stop. You just kept running into the hotel forcing Sam and Dean to follow. You knew what that white flash of light meant but you didn’t want to believe it. There was a small part of your mind that kept trying to convince you that he was still alive and that light hadn’t come from him.
When you made it into the room any scrap of hope left you. Gabriel laid lifeless in the center of the room, the image of his wings burned into the floor. You walked over to sit beside him and brought his head onto your lap.
“Gabriel you idiot,” you whispered as you ran your hands through his hair. The shock wouldn’t let you cry or calm your shaking hands. All you could do was look down at your angel with a blank expression. Sam and Dean made their way towards you and kept trying to get you to talk to them but you couldn’t focus on what they were saying. Their words just echoed in your head not making any se
Frozen Medley (Bad Touch Trio x Reader)
Author's Note: As the title says, it's full of Frozen references. Don't like it? Click Here and a stupid intro that's all. //sulk
It was just a boring day at her house, (Name) plopped down on the couch. Sighing, she looked around. Bored members of the group 'Bad Touch Trio' sat around her. They were all as bored as (Name), if not more so. They had tried everything, playing video games, movies and so on the list.
A light bulb suddenly popped above her head, "Guys..."
The trio looked at her and said "What?" in three different languages.
"I have an idea, let's make Frozen Medley!" She beamed.
"Let's start with..." she pondered, "You!"
(Name) pulled Gilbert to the center of the living room. "Then..." She grabbed Francis hand and also pulled him to the center. She braided his hair and twisted into a bun. "(Name), what are you doing?" Francis asked, but (Name) just shoved it off.
"There!" (Name) said after finishing her work. "
Deadpool X Male!Reader -1- ''Only For You Babe!''
(y/n) = Your name
(f/c) = Favorite color
(e/c) = Eye color
(h/c) = Hair color
You = 17 Years old
It was finally nighttime, ah silence.
Your wonderful family was insane and just had to be on the move every single day, whether it was formal events, or special ‘family planned vacations (that no one told you about). It was exhausting.
You ran and literally jumped into your plushy bed face first. You groaned and hugged your (f/c) blanket tight against your chest, breathing in the fresh scent of lilacs. Your (e/c) orbs fluttered shut, mind ready to fall into a sweet and calm slumber.
That’s when you heard it, your painfully annoying little sibling screaming at the top of her lungs.
“I DON’T WANT TO GO TO BEDDD!” Caitlyn screamed outside of your room. The little blonde hated to go to sleep, she was never really a fan of relaxing, the little twit was always energetic.
The complete opposite of you, and sometimes you wondered if she was even related to yo
Better Left Unanswered-Uncle!Spain x Child!ReaderYou were a six year old child, who wants to know everything, you know babies aren't really made from kisses like your Mum, Dad and Uncle Antonio told you. Today as Antonio had decided to host a BBQ, you were on mission to find out exactly how they were made. You had a list of people you could ask, the first being Lovino, even though he didn't really like how inquistive you were and was often angry, it didn't phase you. Not much really did, this worried your family.
You spotted Lovino having an argument with your uncle, which wasn't a rare event, it happened almost everytime they were around each other. You walked up to Lovino and tugged on his trouser leg, he looked down to see what it was and his eyes met yours. "What?" He spat at you. It seemed he was angry that you had interupted his rant.
"How do you make babies?" You asked boldly. Your uncle came rushing to your side, he looked panicked almost. Lovino was giving you a weird disapproving look as you wondered 'Was it something
Levi x Reader |Shipping|"Hey guys. I was wondering, who do you ship (Name) with?" Sasha asks all of the sudden, causing people from around the table to pause. Even Levi took interest to the conversation about to occur, wanting to note things said girl was into.
"I ship her with Armin." Christa piped up, which made Armin blush. Jean snorted out of amusement at this answer as he takes a bite of his potato, causing everyone to know why.
"She needs a real man. I ship her with moi." Eren groans, as Jean appears to have a smug look on his face. Levi narrows his eyes at him, remembering to remove you from all the chores that you both share. Jean looks over at Eren, annoyed.
"Well then who do you ship her with titan breath?" Jean says, making Eren glare at him.
"I ship her with Mikasa. They're always talking about stuff whenever I see them together." Eren says, which makes Mikasa's eyes widen at him. She elbows him, giving a disapproving glare. Eren mutters an ouch.
"I think (Name) and Co-" Armin wa
The Michevious Duo (LokixPregnant!Reader) Oneshot*Note: This does not follow the events of the film exactly..*
All King Odin had to say was, "It's impossible." for you to take that as a challenge that must be accepted.
The dark dungeons of Asgard down below where the prisioners were kept were not exactly for the faint of heart.
Luckily for you, you weren't, and set to figure out a way to bypass the guards and intense security, in order to infiltrate, then escape out of, the jail.
All of this just to prove that theoretically, a prisioner could escape, if they managed to disintegrate their cell walls.
It took you two days of planning, but you had finally come up with a scheme, and two hours later, you were in.
...Now to get out.
You looked around cautiously, your back against a wall in an alley when suddenly, your heart directed your attention to the slender man sitting on his cot, looking straight at you with a smirk on his face!
Those mysterious blue-green eyes captured yours in that small pocket of time that seemed to go in slow mot
Deadpool X Male!Reader -2- ''You Wound Me!''
You groaned as you felt the warm sunlight on your face and rolled over on your side, cuddling up to the blanket more, breathing in that wonderful lilac scent. You were strangely more comfortable then normal though..your (e/c) eyes fluttered open and you came face to face with a red and black mask. "Hiya!" He cheered.
"AAAHHHH!" You screeched and fell onto the carpeted floor in a panic, causing a loud thump to echo throughout the room.
"Hey, hey, hey, whoa whoa!" He said darting out of the bed, rushing over to you and putting a gloved finger to your lips, signaling for you to be quiet. Your eyes widened as you realized who this was.
You weren't wrong, you'd know that fac--er, mask anywhere..
You both froze as the sound of your mother could be heard tapping on your door. "(y/n), honey are you alright?" She asked worriedly, her soft voice showing concern. You slapped Deadpool's hand away from your face and crawled over to the door.
"Y-Yeah, I'm fine, just had a nightmare and fel
Deadpool X Male!Reader -2.5- ''TO THE KITCHEN!''
The mercenary climbed back into your room as you continued to type away at the keyboard, the clicking sounds of the keyboard drowning out other small noises, including footsteps.
Deadpool walked up, putting his face next to yours silently. "What'cha doin?" He purred.
"WHAT IS WITH YOU AND SNEAKING UP ON ME?" You growled and your eyes widened as his arms wrapped themselves around your neck and he rubbed his cheek against yours.
You were used to Kayden doing this and it didn't bother you, it felt like brother annoying brother actions to you, but with Deadpool, it seemed different.
You blushed thinking about it and flailed your arms. "Talking to Kay..you know, the one you don't like?" You said. True to were talking to Kayden via Skype, but not with microphone. He would surely recognize Deadpool's voice and freak out.
At this, his arms tightened slightly around your neck and you smirked. It was true? He didn't like Kayden? Or..was he jealous?
You shook this thought from your mind and conti
"Yup." Alex said paying no att"Yup." Alex said paying no attention at all to what Rebecca was saying. Rebecca should have known considering Alex was in her teens now. Alex was still stairing at the B.S.A.A. agent across the hall from the room they where in.
"Alex." She was.paid no attention. "Alex?" still nothing. "Alexia!" Alex jumped but her attention was given to Rebecca finally. "He's to old for you. He's 22 and your 16."
"so? I'd still tap that." Rebecca hit her shoulder. "Come on aunty I was only half joking!" Rebecca mumbled something inaudible to Alex but Alex just smirked.
"you little sneaky girl. you've learned well." Rebecca smiled as she flipped through the pages in the paperwork left to her.
"Hey Aunty." Rebecca mumbled a hmm. "Where's mom?" Rebecca saw the concerning look on her nieces look.
"Oh darling....last I heard she, and Greg where in Siberia. she will be back." The look deepened on her face. "Your mom can survive anything. She's like me a survivor till the end. She's different so she can survi
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